Don't Go Down

I wonder how fucked up a place can be when those living in it need to medicate themselves.

Medicate themselves to feel nothing.

To feel nothing would be better than to feel a sense of death coming upon yourself?

To feel a sense of death would be more than this.

Dying is an adventure.

To keep myself alive, I must feel nothing;

A strange phenomena that no one person could understand because

self medicating means feeling nothing.

I want to go on the adventure.

Dying.